Rossmylife

To my disbelief my world has turned upside down. Saying her heart is open for me to enter. Then saying, you haven’t ask me to be your your girlfriend. Well last I thought was she need time for the relationship to grow. What do you do now, In my heart I do want to ask her for one on one relationship (hence girlfriend- boyfriend relationship). So I just could ask now but she still brought up the question.

Thinking now, this is a prediction of our relationship turning the corner. I had to ask the question but state it in different words. (Back to the words post again. ) I ask if you would be my love and companion. Then she says can I think more about it. Boom, my heart steps back. I know she wants it to happen but is still afraid. We know we are both ready for this next step.

So here I am sitting and waiting for the answer. Little puzzled by her answer since she brought it up. What is my next move, let it be or question her response. How do I get myself into these situations. How do I remain calm and not say anything. I can’t and I don’t know what will happen next. Still unsure why she has doubts even when she says things differently. She knows where I come from in life matters. She agrees with them.

Worst part now is that I can not look her in eyes because is is out of town for work. To me, the person’s eyes says alot when you have anything to say. So,it is wait time which will be the death of me.