Rossmylife

We all wish for certain things to happen, but are we blinded by hopes and dreams. People come into your life and you think this feels right. But is it, are you setting yourself up for disappointment. That is the question that haunts us. Is this truly right or just a wish that you hoped would happen.

At first everything seams wonderful , new relationship becomes intense. Thinking this is what you have been waiting for. As time goes on your mind goes into a wake up call. Rethinking everything said, done and reaction that have happen. Rethinking is this for real or just a game.

So we step back and evaluate everything, is there something off. Is there a change in actions from them. Doubt starts to overtake our mind. Your heart says one thing but your mind is having issues. Certain things in the back of your mind tell you to stop everything and get your stuff together. They ask for something the seams off in the back of your mind. Questioning their true intentions in your mind.

Is it time to walk away or speak your mind. Which i do even if makes me look foolish. Putting so much into this relationship and now questioning it .Thinking maybe I was a fool and was blinded by hope. Well I think that I should hold back to rethink this, taking the hit again. Too many hits already and say I am done with people in general. ( read my past to understand the hit issue)

Will I regret my decision. Losing something that is truly real. So today I will question myself and find the truth of it. Even if I lose this person at my own stupidity. Wish me luck.