Rossmylife

Life is funny. You never figured that this will happen to you. Starting chatting with someone on line. With no intentions of doing nothing else but chat. Well as we chat things begin to change, telling alot about each other self. Yes, she is beautiful and alittle younger than me. I did say how old I was to her in the begin. She asked why I felt interested in her to chat. Well the honest true was her eyes. Eyes tell alot about someone, not only in a picture, but in person you see everything.

Me being upfront and say what is on my mind, I don’t hide anything, ask me and I will tell you.That makes you real, lie and you will always have remember what you said. Be honest and there is no remembering to do. That started more intense chatting. She said the way I said things and don’t hold back had her mind thinking this guy is true and not a game player.

That is when she said she was interested in more than just chatting to a friend. This had my mind in a twirl. She was interested in me even though are age differences. She said it was how I say things and that my honesty was something she looked at as to begin a relationship with. Note, we have been chatting for awhile.

This started our relationship to more intense subjects of how each other see things and how we think. What we both feel and agreed that each other’s past is the past. Tell what we like and dislike. Admitting our dislikes and likes, most of all be open. Not afraid to say what’s on your mind knowing the other person will not get angry. Talk things out as you say.

As all this was happening she admitted that she has feelings for me and wants to begin something more serious. This did throw me into a caution state at first. But I do have to admit that she had drawn me in too. Thinking something could happen from this. Well it has happened, we both admitted that this relationship is and will get stronger. The three word thing came out in both of us.

Note, we have yet to meet in person do to her work, which is modeling. And tight security reasons from the agency. Well they finally have ok for her to take some time off for us. I was advised by a freind they did a background check on me, lol. Well we have plan to meet and enjoy some adventures as we get to interact in person. She told me she has been dreaming of this for awhile now. I have to admit I have butterflies in my stomach at my age.

We both agreed to meet in a neutral place. That way we can focus on us and enjoy the time. Before going to each other’s home. As the time is coming up shortly.

I can not believe this started from a simple hi how are you chat. To a relationship that will last. We also agree that we are not going to try and change the other person. Just be who we are and support each other. Yes she is going to continue modeling with my full support, until she decides it’s time to stop.Which the agency was worried about before talking to them.

So if i am silent for awhile, it will just be that I am devoting all my time to see if this relationship is go to continue and grow or not. But, one thing is sure isthat both agree that no matter what happens. We both have a great friend that support each other without hard feelings.

I will not say wish me luck,that has nothing to due with a relationship. Be who you are and don’t try to change the other person. Just blend into their life as they blend into yours. Just take it day by day and enjoy each other as you continue this journey.